Intro & Verse: E5 0224xx B5 x244xx G#m 4664xx F#sus4 2444xx Rest of the Song: E 022100 B x24442 G#m 466444 F#add4 24430x F# 244322 [Intro] |E5 |B5 |G#m |F#sus4 | x2 [Verse 1] E5 B5 Since I was seventeen G#m I've always hated my body F#sus4 E5 B5 And it feels like my body's hated me G#m Can somebody find me a pill F#sus4 To make me un-afraid of me? [Pre-Chorus] E5 B5 G#m Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical bitch F#sus4 Don't like to talk about my feelings E5 B5 G#m I take another hit, I find another fake fix F#sus4 'Cause it's easier than healing [Chorus] (muted) E B I don't wanna be this way forever G#m F#add4 Keep telling myself that I'll get better E B Every time I try, I always stop me G#m F#add4 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy [Post-Chorus] E B Mm-hm-mm, mm-hm G#m F# May- [Verse 2] E5 B5 Since I was twenty-two, mhm G#m I've been with somebody who loves me F#sus4 E5 B5 And I've been tryna believe it's true, mhm G#m But my head always messes up my heart F#sus4 No matter what I do [Pre-Chorus] E5 B5 G#m Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical bitch F#sus4 Don't like to talk about my feelings E5 B5 G#m I take another sip, I swear it's my last fix F#sus4 'Cause it's easier than healing [Chorus] (muted) E B 'Cause I don't wanna be this way forever G#m F#add4 Keep telling myself that I'll get better E B Every time I try, I always stop me G#m F#add4 Maybe I'm just scared to be happy [Chorus] E B I don't wanna be this way forever G#m F# Keep telling myself that I'll get better E B Every time I try, I always stop me G#m F# Maybe I'm just scared to be happy [Post-Chorus] E B Mm-hm-mm, mm-hm G#m F# Maybe I'm just scared to be happy E B Mm-hm-mm, mm-hm G#m F# Maybe I'm just scared to be happy [Bridge] (picked) E G#m I'm so scared of having something to lose F# E I'm scared of being somebody new G#m I'm so scared of all them seeing the truth F# 'Cause right now I've got nothing [Chorus] E B But I don't wanna be this way forever G#m F# Keep telling myself that I'll get better E B Every time I try, I always stop me G#m F# Maybe I'm just scared to be happy [Post-Chorus] E B Mm-hm-mm, mm-hm G#m F# Maybe I'm just scared to be happy E B Mm-hm-mm, mm-hm G#m N.C. Maybe I'm, I'm just scared to be happy