G          Em                   C
Everything makes me nervous and nothing feels good for no reason
G               Em              C
Waking up, it's rarely worth it - the same dark dread every morning
G           Em              C  
Senior year here in Mahwah, a new world just around the corner
G                Em               C
Leave me behind, let me stagnate, in a fortress of solitude
G              Em               C
Smoking's been okay so far, but I need something that works faster
G            Em                                    C        D
So all I want for Christmas is no feelings, no feelings now and never again

G - Em - D - C
G                                                                  Em
There is a faceplate all brown and red that stretches across my mouth
D                                   C               G
It's worn for protection, nobody gets in and nobody gets out.
G                                                           Em
I used to look myself in the mirror at the end of every day
D                                              C           G                       
But I took the one thing that made me beautiful and threw it away
G                                            Em                                             
I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano
D                                             C           G                             
But now I'm asleep on top of a mountain, I've been covered in snow
G                                                                       Em
Yes, I have surrendered what made me human and all that I thought was true
D                                                 C                     G
So now there's a robot that lives in my brain and he tells me what to do
G                                                                       Em
And I can do nothing without his permission or (which) wasn't part of the plan
D                                         C              G
So now in Rock Ridge pharmacy I will be waiting for my man
G                                                                       Em
But there is another down in a dungeon who never gave up the fight
D                                                       C              G                        
And he'll be forever screaming, sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night, he says
G                Em              C
"You will always be a loser, you will always be a loser..." on and on and then ..
G                Em                  C                                                  D
"You will always be a loser, you will always be a loser  now...."