Dm       Dsus4  Dm         F                
I try to stop   all these gay thoughts and feelings
Dm           Dsus4  Dm        F    
I don't know where they come from
Dm             Dsus4 Dm            F             
Oh all of these gay thoughts  I've had trouble concealing
Dm     Dsus4 Dm      F   
since I was fairly young 

Bb                       C
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
but they don't mind 
Bb                    C
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
time after time 

[Chorus]
Dm          Dsus4 Dm    F                    
Part of it's nature    the other part seems darker
Dm            Dsus4 Dm      F
Don't know what to blame it on 

Bb                         C
Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder
Dm          Dsus4 Dm 
When I'm far away from home

[Verse 2]
Bb                       C
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
but they don't mind 
Bb                    C
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
time after time 

[Bridge]
Dm                  C
Gay thoughts again, they fill with every drink
Dm                  C
Gay thoughts again, consuming everything
Dm                     C
Gay thoughts are mine, but they don't feel like me
Dm                          C
these thoughts are somebody I don't want to be

[Verse 3]
Bb                       C
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
but they don't mind 
Bb                    C
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
time after time 

[Chorus]
Dm          Dsus4 Dm    F                    
Part of it's nature    the other part seems darker
Dm            Dsus4 Dm      F  
Don't know what to blame it on 

Bb                         C
Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder
Dm          Dsus4 Dm 
When I'm far away from home

[Verse 4]

Bb                       C
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
but they don't mind 
Bb                    C
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
time after time 

Dm       Dsus4  Dm         F               
I try to stop   all these gay thoughts and feelings
Dm           Dsus4  Dm        F    
I don't know where they come from
Dm             Dsus4 Dm            F             
Oh all of these gay thoughts  I've had trouble concealing
Dm     Dsus4 Dm      F   
since I was fairly young 

Bb                       C
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
but they don't mind 
Bb                    C
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm
time after time