C                  F   Am
I'm tired of being afraid
    G                        F  Am
I'm wondering how I got this way
     C                      F
I'm trying to remember what life was like before
Am                          G
Panic moved in without even knocking on the door


[CHORUS]
F             Am
Have mercy on me
   G                  Am
I'm not who I used to be
     F        Am
Have mercy on me
       G
Jesus, please


[Verse 2]
          C                         F           Am
I've been praying and asking you to take it all away
    G                       F  Am
You never do exactly what I say
    C                          F             
You see me from the outside, a lover looking in
    Am                         G
But all I see is danger moving underneath my skin


[Bridge]
   F        Am   G        F          Am  G
I know it's not because I don't love you enough
     F                          Am                         G
It's not because I'm weak, it's how you choose to speak to me


[CHORUS]
F             Am
Have mercy on me
   G                  Am
I'm not who I used to be
     F        Am
Have mercy on me
       G
Jesus, please