Bm   A   G   G
Bm   A   G   G

[Verse]
Bm                           A
I took a boat the other day
                              G
And it felt like things had changed

The calm of open water
   A               Bm
Numbed my nerves away

                            A
But the clouds were coming in
                       G
And I felt my body shiver

I guess it's just my trigger
                A        Bm
To revert to darker days

                            A
I still worry about the weather
                            G
But not as much as I used to

I think I'm getting better
            A       Bm
Or maybe growing up

                        A
I know I'm growing old
                         G
As the cracks begin to show

And I wonder where did
                  A
Twenty five years go?


[Chorus]
G          A
 I see it now
                  Bm
It's not what I need
                      A                          G
Because a saving grace never came along for me
             A
I see it now
                        Bm
And I'm asking for help
         A                G
But only I can fix myself
             A
I see it now

Bm                      A
I feel so ashamed sometimes
                  G
'Cause I'm a privileged man
                       A
With a privileged life

    Bm
My friends have suffered tragedy
                    A
And terminal disease
                  G
But they still laugh about the bad
                               A
Because the good is all they see


[Chorus]
  G      A
I see it now
                  Bm
It's not what I need
                   D                         G
Because a saving grace never came along for me
           A
I see it now
                       bm
And I'm asking for help
           D             G
Cause only I can fix myself
           A
I see it now

           Bm
I see it now

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               Bm           A
I'm not quite there
      G
I remember names and faces
                                   Bm      A
But I haven't got away from this place
 G
Maybe for the better
                                Bm         A        G        A
Maybe I'm just better off this way