[Shiloh Dynasty] I know you so well, so well Darling, I can do better than he can I've been pretty [XXXTENTACION] I know you're somewhere, somewhere I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holdin' on I don't wanna pretend we're somethin', we're nothin' I've been stuck thinkin' 'bout her, I can't hold on I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change Suicidal, same time I'm tame Picture this, in bed, get a phone call Girl that you fucked with killed herself That was this summer and nobody helped And ever since then, man, I hate myself Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic All wanna see me with no pot to piss in But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin' Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions Fuckin' sickenin', at the same time Memories surface through the grapevine 'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up Been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb [Shiloh Dynasty] I know you so well Darling, I can do better than he can I've been pretty I know you so well