You know I been
No, no
No, no
You gotta know I been, girl

I'm sayin': Heaven, I cannot afford it
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (not)
I said to myself: Why would I lie?

I said: My bitch is always bone picking
I said: She always bone picking to me
I'm looking at a red flag all night
Starin' at the light, it's not a green light
I know that I'm the
I know that I'm the
'Cause she always playin' with me
I know that she is bad [?]
I know that she is bad for me, she's bad for me
I live in my room, [?] in the school
If I could be somebody else just for a day, I'll take the back seat
I think about the times I was young
I think it's always greener on the other side (oh no, no)
Yeah, I would be thinkin' 'bout the man I would be
Thinkin' bout the time I was seventeen, I could've been anything, anything

I tell my mama sorry 'cause I threw it away
I had to leave home for a long time
I said: My father yelling at me every night
It's true, we didn't get along
I had to pick the pieces up, had to start a tone
I had to smack him in his face and told him: Leave me alone
Told him: Leave me alone
Told him: Leave me alone
You don't gotta be toxic, you been sellin' drugs and that's a hot topic
You brought my family to pieces, so can you stop it?
Can you stop it? Daddy, now, daddy, now

I'm sayin': Heaven, I cannot afford it
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (not)
I said to myself: Why would I lie?
I'm sayin': Heaven, I cannot afford it
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (not)
I said to myself: Why would I lie?