Lately, I got my mind set on failure
Wish someone appreciated my bad behavior
The circle I was running was a downward spiral
Made it to the bottom, now I'm getting higher

I wish there was a pill that could make me feel nothing
I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna feel nothing
Wish that I could disappear
Wish that I could disappear

Usually, I wouldn't try to numb the pain
But I don't think that I can take another day
And if I took all of my wasted tears
I'd have an ocean I could drown my fears in

I wish there was a pill that could make me feel nothing
I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna feel nothing
Wish that I could disappear
Wish that I could disappear

If you wanna disappear
Maybe we can disappear
If you wanna disappear
We can disappear

Into whatever, another dimension
Where you still show up and give me affection
I fucking desperately need your attention
Is it still cute how I'm always complaining?

Disappear
Maybe we can disappear
If you wanna disappear
We can disappear
If you wanna disappear
Maybe we can disappear
If you wanna disappear
We can disappear

Lately I got my mind set on failure
Wish someone appreciated my bad behavior
The circle I was running was a downward spiral
Made it to the bottom now I'm getting higher