[Primera Parte] Bm Drowning in the Blue Nile G He sent me Downtown Lights Bm I hadn't heard it in a while My boredom was bone deep G This cage was once just fine Am I allowed to cry? Bm I dream of cracking locks G Throwing my life to the wolves Or the ocean rocks Bm Crashing into him tonight He's a paradox I'm seeing visions G D/F# Am I bad or mad or wise? [Estribillo] A D What if he's written "mine" A On my upper thigh G Only in my mind? D One slip, I'm falling back Into the hedge maze A G Oh, what a way to die I keep recalling A Things we never did D Messy top lip kiss D/F# How I long for our trysts G Without ever touching his skin A Bm How can I be guilty as sin [Segunda Parte] G I keep these longings locked Bm In lowercase inside a vault Someone told me there's no such things G As bad thoughts Only your actions talk Bm These fatal fantasies G Giving way too labored breath Taking all of me Bm We've already done it in my head If it's make believe G Why does it feel like a vow D/F# We'll both uphold somehow? [Estribillo] A D What if he's written "mine" A On my upper thigh G Only in my mind? D One slip, I'm falling back Into the hedge maze A G Oh, what a way to die My bedsheets are ablaze A I've screamed his name D Building up like waves D/F# Crashing over my grave G Without ever touching his skin A D How can I be guilty as sin [Puente] A D What if I roll the stone away? They're gonna crucify me anyway A What if the way you hold me D Is actually what's holy If long-suffering propiety is A What they want from me D They don't know how you've Bm haunted me so stunningly G A I choose you and me, religously [Estribillo] What if he's written "mine" On my upper thigh G Only in my mind? D One slip, I'm falling back Into the hedge maze A G Oh, what a way to die I keep recalling A Things we never did D Messy top lip kiss D/F# How I long for our trysts G Without ever touching his skin A D How can I be guilty as sin [Final] A D He sent me downtown lies A D I hadn't heard it in a while A G Am I allowed to cry?