Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head This is the best thing I can do Why is it me instead of you (I come down) Now this is real I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight Going ot fuck myself up Going to throw myself away Going to give this to you Give you what I've become First red on white then red on red I left my sould back in my bed This is the best thing I can do Why is it me instead of you (I come down)