D# [Verse] D# I took some time to myself D# To sort out all the things G# D# That make me feel the way that I feel [Verse] D# Just this year I lost a basketball team to heaven D# And I'm sure they're shooting jumpers D# With Jesus, Mary and Joseph [Chorus 1] A# And you said "we wouldn't notice it" G# If you had disappeared A# But I swore I got a phone call D# So that seemed pretty weird G# So caught up in my own head [Instrumental] D# A# D# [Verse] D# I took a walk down my street G# Thought I'd find something to eat D# But I headed back immediately D# 'Cause I'm pretty scared of guns D# So go out and have fun, let loose G# D# And I'll daydream of the noose that took my friend Sean's life [Chorus 2] D# A# And he thought we wouldn't notice it G# If he had disappeared D# But I swore I got a phone call D# So that seemed pretty weird D# G# So caught up in my own head [Bridge 1] D# I let my hair down today D# G# And I took a shower for the first time in what felt like weeks D# I found my hair falling out D# And I felt myself falling down G# That can't seem to be the reason G# A# I can't sleep when I'm alone A# It's getting better G# And it's only getting worse A# It's hard to think about the things G# That make it all hurt [Bridge 2] D# I found myself on the street D# E You swore that you would love me D# And I swore I'd love you too G# E And you'll barely even notice it when I disappear