Sometimes I wonder Why are we all here They call me a nihilist I guess I'm just unclear To why I bother Why I try Death is on my mind so much It makes me wanna die I've lost my wife this year We've lost our friend Always fighting battles But they never seem to end Are we just ladders In a world of snakes 'Cause if life is one big fucking game Well I don't wanna play it So come and sing me Sing me asleep I dealt with too much fucking shit Now I'm in too deep Cut off my wings My flowers bloomed You want salvation But I'm sorry We're all doomed