3 AM I scream your name I don't sleep, I don't change There's no magic left No card up my sleeve Forever's gone And I watched it leave Maybe I get drunk enough to call you Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear I can make good turn amazing Then disappear Disappear A life onstage A crowd convinced But what I saw in half can't be fixed For my greatest trick The one everyone cheers You're deep in love And I'm not even here Maybe I get drunk enough to call you Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear I can make good turn amazing Then disappear Disappear I just wanna for once feel love I just wanna for once feel love I just wanna be done with lonely Maybe I get drunk enough to call you Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear I can make good turn amazing Then disappear Disappear