Am i the victim?

I woke up at the end of my rope today, but i'm fine.
I feel just fine
On the inside i'm falling apart.
On the inside i'm falling apart.

Look away, don't watch this happen to me.
I thought the hard times were changing.
Go away, just let this happen to me.
I know my struggles aren't ending.

(who else knows? who else knows? tell me who else knows. who else knows?)
(i'm not a troubled man. i'm not a troubled man. i'm not. i'm not.)

They knew all this time.
Run like rats in maze.
Chasing, and chasing a walking nightmare.
Escape! escape!
Escape from them, from myself.

Look away, don't watch this happen to me.
I thought the hard times were changing.
Go away, just let this happen to me.
I know my struggles aren't ending.

Who is 67?

Tell me how.
How do i escape?
(how do i escape?)
Am i a troubled man?
Don't prescribe me a lost cause.
I am the victim

Look away, don't watch this happen to me.
I thought the hard times were changing.
Go away, just let this happen to me.
I know my struggles aren't ending.