Mushroom Head - Indifferent

Distraught in deprived thought within a golden rave I make it a
point of being pointless pointless brainwash it all away
distressed and I detest distressed and I detest vain in a shade
of gray vain in a shade of gray telegraphing all of my punches
couldn't fight couldn't fight my way out of a cardboard box and
in my own small way I make an indifferent, difference I realize,
I fantasize, I apologize I'm sorry crawling under a rock I hold
up a white flag I hold up a white flag I could of been, I should
of been I'm just a has been I hold up a white flag
responsibility, rationale, religion I hold my head down in
disgust distressed and I detest distraught in deprived thought