G Em C Trying hard not to look like I'm trying that hard D D (hold) Failing miserably at everything, including that G Em C Making plans in my head right before I go to sleep D G Trying to think of who could make a better me than me G Em Maybe I'll shoot him an email C Maybe he'll give it a go Em D G Then I'll be free to just evaporate, disperse, or implode Em Picking at holes in my jeans C Em There's so much God in my gene pool G D G Not feeling lonely, I just like being alone [Verse 2] Em C G D I've called A through F already but no one knows Em C G D Why one girl, one band, two paychecks are more than I can handle Em C G D Mathematically that can't be more than one end of a candle Em C G Bottom of the ninth, can't find my socks [Bridge] D Lord knows Em D C Em I'm stuck between two good things, but I just wanna get out Em D Mom knows Em C I should have been home an hour ago G D C But I'm still outside, not doing anything wrong Em C D Just walking in circles, replaying high school songs in my head Em C G Because it's better than lying awake