C                 Am
I don't know what I'm doin'
C                 Am   
I don't know what I've done
C                 Am
I don't know what I'm thinkin'

C           Am
But I wanna have fun
F                     G
I wanna get fucked up til the hurt goes away
F                           G
But I always feel like shit when I wake up the next day
F                        G
Maybe I'll stay home and get on my knees and pray
F                        G
But it always seems like God has nothin' to say

C        Am
I wonder why
C        Am
I wonder why
C        Am
I wonder why
C        Am
I wonder why

C                Am    C            Am
Why do I feel so guilty for bein' myself
C                    Am
Why did she have to leave me
C           Am
And go fuck someone else

F                       G
I cleaned up my act and I done it alone
F                            G
I always look for signs that she's comin' home
F                              G
Can I change my fate or is the future in stone
F                           G
Seems like all I ever do is cry and moan

C       Am
I wanna die
C       Am
I wanna die
C       Am
I wanna die
C       Am
I wanna die

G                  F                    C
I don't know what life may have in store
G                                     
I should just shut my mouth and be thankful
F                     C
But I always want more
Am                                   F
Do I hope and have faith and make it through the night
Am                              F
Do I lay in bed all day or do I get up and fight
Am                                    F                   G  
Wakin' up without my family well it just ain't right to me

( C  Am )

C              Am
It ain't right to me
C                     Am
It ain't the way it's supposed to be
C                 Am   
Baby why can't you see

( C  Am  C  Am )
( C  Am  C  Am )

C             Am
Sweet angel I loved you
C             Am
All my fuckin life
C                  Am
I thought we'd grow old
C               Am
With you as my wife

F                      C
I can't even remember why you had to go
F                              C
I wish I could see inside you but I'll never know
F                                   G
You ain't giving second chances to allow us to grow
F                               G
I guess my only choice is to go with the flow

C       Am
And say goodbye
C       Am
And say goodbye
C       Am
And say goodbye
C       Am
So goodbye

C         Am
I wonder why
C         Am
I wonder why
C         Am
I wonder why
C         Am
I wonder why

C         Am
I wanna die
C         Am
I wanna die
C         Am
I wanna die
C         Am  C
I wanna die