I could have just held my tongue I should have just filled my lungs Breathe in, breathe out, and repeat You know me well, or at least in as far as I can tell You should have known better than telling me I should have Held it together for us, when I’m barely together myself I’m barely together myself I’m overthinking Everything I say and I do just reminds me I don’t need you Cause there’s nothing left for me to hang on to Well, if you had kept your word and listened instead of just heard Instead of just waiting for your turn to speak Then you’d know I was weak, but you don’t No wonder reality hurts No wonder reality hurts I’m overthinking Everything I say and I do just reminds me I don’t need you Cause there’s nothing left for me to hang on to I’m over thinking, and I’m done with feeling empty And pretending like you get me I’m overthinking, but I think I’m through I’m beating myself black and blue I’m beating myself black and blue I’m beating myself black and blue (I’m beating myself black and blue) I’m overthinking Everything I say and I do just reminds me I don’t need you Cause there’s nothing left for me to hang on to I’m over thinking, and I’m done with feeling empty And pretending like you get me I’m overthinking If I’m through, then I’m beating myself black and blue But it won’t make no difference to you I’m beating myself black and blue I’m beating myself black and blue I’m beating myself black and blue It won't make no difference to you