Between the gaps I was swimming laps Got close to some epiphany I'll convince a friend to join deep ends Have your toes touch the lack of cement Gather to one corner of the woods Echo chambers inside a neighborhood And centerfold, humility shown You're not as good as what your mama's sewn Aren't you glad that you reside In a hell and in disguise? Nobody yet everything A pool to shed your memory Could you say you even tried? You haven't called your family twice I can hope tonight goes differently But I show up to the party just to leave Between the gaps, keep it under wraps How I got to some epiphany I'll convince myself when it turns to twelve The photos keep the sentiment Gather to one corner of the woods Echo chambers inside a neighborhood And centerfold, humility shown You're not as good as what your mama's sewn Aren't you glad that you reside In a hell and in disguise? Nobody yet everything A pool to shed your memory Could you say you even tried? You haven't called your family twice I can hope tonight goes differently But I show up to the party just to leave Pulling back I tried to find The point of wasting precious time I sip and toast to normalcy A fool's way into jealousy I mock and imitate goodbyes When I know that I can't deny That I'll be here forever while I show up to the party just to leave