I wanna break apart my heart Glue the pieces to my car Crash it into a wall I don't wanna feel at all I wanna break apart my heart Douse it in gasoline 'Till the fire burns clean Then flick a cigarette Like that movie "Con-air" Doused in gasoline And if you think you are better than me your right There's no one to love, there's no one to trust In my life I wanna pick up the pieces And plant them in the ground And when a tree grows there I want to chop that tree down Build it into a boat And float it into a lake And with dynamite I will explode the thing That makes me make mistakes And if you think you are better than me your right There's no one to love, there's no one to trust In my life Sometimes I get so lonesome I can't breathe Sometimes I get so scared I can't speak Sometimes I get so worried I can't hear my heart beat anyway Anyway I wanna tear out my heart And give it away Too a person more deserving one day If all I see is the worst in everything Thats all I'm gonna get, it's all I'm gonna get And if you think you are better than me your right There's no one to love, there's no one to trust In my life