the sky is grey bordem kicks in again I don't know if I'll ever win I'm not sure if it's worth it I'll just have to wait and see surrounded by people I don't understand trying to do my best I've got a plan putting me to the test I'm not alone it's still all up to me I'll rise above and I'll look down it all seems so miniscule I'll riducule the problems that towered over me all I want to know is how to love myself I've had money keep your material wealth seems like security just you wait and see sometimes I bomb I want to give it up people suck I feel it building up why don't you let me be? do you want a piece of me? I'll step back and take another look see I mistook I could not see the forest for the trees