It's not that i wanted to hurt you I just didn't care if i did It is not that i just forgot you Also, i forgot everything else It is not that i do not love you It's just that i hate everyone It's not that i wanted to hurt you I just didn't care if i did What i did, i did--who i am, i am Then a stupid kid, now a stupid man And if i never got my chance to be young Then what stood between me and making myself one? What alien at my back and with what ray gun? When i picked up this pen, it was twenty one one Why was i scremaing, "kill kill kill ronald reagan?" Again and again, "kill kill ronald reagan" But i made my bed, now we're fucking in it You gotta be fucking in it to win it