I woke up from the same dream Falling backwards, falling backwards ’Til it turned me inside out Now I live a waking life Of looking backwards, looking backwards A model citizen of doubt Until one day I had enough Of this exercise of trust I leaned in and let it hurt And let my body feel the dirt When I break pattern, I break ground I rebuild when I break down I wake up more awake than I’ve ever been before Still I’m pinned under the weight Of what I believed would keep me safe So show me where my armor ends Show me where my skin begins Like a final puzzle piece It all makes perfect sense to me The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity The heaviness that I hold in my heart’s been crushing me I’ve been worried all my life A nervous wreck most of the time I’ve always been afraid of heights Of falling backwards, falling backwards I’ve been worried all my life ’Til one day I had enough Of this exercise of trust I leaned in and let it hurt Let my body feel the dirt When I break pattern, I break ground I rebuild when I break down I wake up more awake than I’ve ever been before Still I’m pinned under the weight Of what I believed would keep me safe So show me where my armor ends Show me where my skin begins Like a final puzzle piece It all makes perfect sense to me The heaviness that I hold in my heart belongs to gravity The heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity