I thought that you were driving But you've given me the wheel There's rain clouds out there That you don't wanna feel Your anger's like a razor blade It's just too bloody real I thought that you would be here No, I just don't get it Hey, I also feel things more than I should I don't relax very often As often as I could I worry how the whole thing looks It doesn't look good But I thought that you would be here No, I just don't get it And being clear gets too much for me Just like it does for you Even though I want to, I want to, I don't I don't feel like calming down, no, I don't I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down So I sit here in this chaos and piss Watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful Right here it's beautiful I came all this way to be with you And you're already gone If I was a good friend I could right this wrong I'd kick away your crutches And make you walk on your own I really thought you'd be here I just don't get it Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole And I could go down with you And even though I want to, I want to, I won't I don't feel like calming down, no, I don't I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn this volume down So I sit here in this chaos and piss Watching the storm passing It's beautiful I'm a willow tree And you can't blow me over And my roots go deep in anger And I wanna feel the wind As it whips me like a prisoner I wanna be here I wanna be here No, I don't feel like calming down, no, I don't I don't feel like hiding out, so I won't I can't turn the volume down So I sit here in this chaos and piss Watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful This life is beautiful It is