I devise my own demise x4 I can't control everything And I cant forget just what I've seen These memories take me away To a better place than I am today (than I am today) Chorus: I devise my own demise Here's to life, the life I'm losing I devise my own demise Here's to life, the life I'm losing It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye) To fade away, fade away alone (motherfuck it, goodbye) I just want you to take, take me back home To a better place, that I've never known (that I've never known) Chorus I can't control everything (death is the only way out) And I can't forget just what I've seen (death is the only way out) These memories take me away To a better place than I am today (than I am today) Chorus This life I'm losing x3 This life I'm living I devise my own demise