Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me You fuckin' love me, I'm crazy Yeah, yeah, yeah, you were my baby I wasn't perfect but I worked so hard You still called me leavin' Had to leave the shit All the shit you were doin' to me Called me so many names Started to believe Made me fuckin' hate myself You never wanted me, you wanted someone else You made a home 'bout to feel like a shell I go lookin' at mail and started out to see I mean, I wanted so much, you could never give to me Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me I wasn't perfect, always flirtin' with different women And gettin' too fucked up, we couldn't have a conversation But what you did was worse, it was fuckin' unhuman I caught in bed with another man, just left feelin' stupid I went home with feelings, breakin' and feelings to break A dark matter, it mattered, and now I can't get out of bed You were screamin' at me, I hate a fightin' and I fall I bust feelin' out, I ain't even out the door I was wearin' shades and that face 'cause you knew I was meetin' fans It was the lowest one that I ever felt as a man I got hate in my heart and an endless aggression I can't let it all go, would you answer my question? Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me I couldn't see it then, but I see it now Thank you so fucking much for rippin' my heart out Stopping it and cutting it and bleeding it out Finally figured out so much about myself I was never the problem, I can finally see You just weren't the right fucking person for me So take care, wish you well and the best Hoping our paths never cross again Said what I had to and needed to say Going to love myself like I should have yesterday Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me I still fucking, hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I'd love you to death Now you're dead to me (now you're dead to me) Now you're dead to me (now you're dead to me) Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, dead (now you're dead to me) Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, you're dead to me