I've got a new disease in me I've got a friend that's losing sleep I take it hard, it's hard to take I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake One more confession Discretion's not what I need to sell I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake I'll wreck this if I have to Tell me what good would that do I'll wreck this if I have to I'd be so good to you I'd be so good to you You get separated Somebody's gone And I don't know how this is wrong And I'm so frustrated Falling behind You were a friend of mine I'd be so good to you 'Cause they don't know you like I do They don't know you like I do They don't know you like I do They don't know you like I do There's a difference From me to them And the road home Is paved in star fuckers requiem I can never go Go back home again Acadia is gone Acadia is gone All my indecision, all of my excess Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best I just need a minute, I just need a breath It's very hard to drink to my continued success And I, slow down, (slow) It's better in the worst way It's getting better in the worst way (Look around, around) So here's another day I'll spend away from you Another night I'm on another broken avenue Trading into who I've been for shiny celebrity skin I like to push it and push it until my luck is over (Please, just follow me) I wonder what you're doing I wonder if you doubt it I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it (I thought you wanted me) All the work to impress Charming girls out of their dresses And smiling pretty and pretty I am right (Please, just follow me) (What you want, what you need) beside you (Please, just follow me) (I thought you wanted me) I am right (What you want, what you need) (Please, just follow me) beside you (I thought you wanted me) I'll make this perfect again (Cross my heart I hope to die) (What you want, what you need) (I thought you wanted me) If I burn out and slip away (Please, just follow me) (I thought you wanted me) (What you want, what you need) (Cross my heart I hope to die) You're beautiful You are (I've been here so very long) I could slip into you It's so easy to come back into you I'll hide it Can I hide in you a while? (I'm not sick of you yet That's as good as it gets?) (And this is just a part I portray) I never took you for a trip but sometimes I don't know what you want I could take it if you need to take this out on someone (This is just a part I portray) (This is just a part I portray) I don't know how it got this way