I've won and I've lost The struggle tears me apart The final judgement means much to me I try to follow my heart I know that I try But are my efforts too weak It's just a matter of right or wrong It's what I do and not what I speak I can't believe there is no hope Or else I am sure to give in I have to keep my faith alive and Tell myself not to give in I know that I try But are my efforts too late Will I be able to right my wrongs Will I be able to conquer my hate Temptation or restraint The choice is left up to me In the end I hope I prove my faith In he who judges me