I paint my nails black 'cause it fits my mood I'm tired of looking around for something to prove You don't know how it feels inside my skin But neither do I cause I know my feeling Take it away, all of my pain I got a bottle I gotta finish Take it away, take it from me Cause if you don't, I might drown in it And I keep telling my, telling my, telling myself That my bad luck's gonna go away And I keep trying and trying and trying Tryna win, but I'm losing everyday I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time I'm too busy feeling sorry for me When it looks like the clouds are gone, I wake up It was just a dream, it was just a dream It was just a dream, it was all a dream I walk around cold to the one that lie Seein u tryna talk but im deaf to lies, right I believe in promises of tomorrow If I don't make it then, know that im sorry though Take it away, take it from me Cause I really wanna believe After the rain, someone will say That there really is more for me And I keep telling my, telling my, telling myself That my bad luck's gonna go away And I keep trying and trying and trying Tryna win, but I'm losing everyday I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time I'm too busy feeling sorry for me When it looks like the clouds are gone, I wake up It was just a See I've been through hell and I am still get to come back There is no conduct to get this on track I have dreams of freedom for the circumstance I'm in If it's in his plans for me then I will win Ill just dream till then And I keep telling my, telling my, telling myself That my bad luck's gonna go away And I keep trying and trying and trying Tryna win, but I'm losing everyday I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time I'm too busy feeling sorry for me When it looks like the clouds are gone, I wake up It was just a dream, it was just a dream It was just a dream, it was all a dream