I guess we'll chalk it up to another false start I thought you heard the bell Had an eager heart Now I'm pushin' out of the pool soaked and sorry I guess we'll chalk it up to a slip off the block The crowd grows impatient They're restarting the clock And now I'm pushing out of the pool soaked and sorry How can I muster the motivation To dive in again inside of me Kinda wanna just quit Swimteam entirely I guess you'll reference it some kind of lost Sunday The kind that could be a dream Floats and fades away Cause now I'm bored in bed Wrestlin' with reality A temporary escape when the world fell apart I swore I smelled your skin I thought I felt your heart But now I'm bored in bed wrestlin' with reality How can I tell what's real or fake? How much more can I take of this war inside of me? Kinda hope I just quit dreamin' entirely I remember well the chain-link fence Water dripping off of my chin How is it now, just like then I'm still jumping in ahead of the rest? I was just trying to do Just trying to be Just trying to love my best I guess you'll reference me just another false start