I tried so hard To get you out of my mind I tried so hard Until it was all over and done with Our feelings were long gone No longer hurting my stomach At first it was love kid, Then turned into constant arguments, I tried my hardest to stop it, This bitch that always started it Taking advantage of my fragile heart, Tore it apart The state of one attraction I should of known from the start Over powered by hazel eyes My mind paused for minutes Picturing love, There wasn't nothing that could block the image My thoughts depended, On her actions, Her ways, Her love Asked her father gods of lust I prayed enough? Embraced her trust made No fuss, would dream happily Day by day I noticed the pain increase rapidly In a dying sense I tried to forget it And let it past But by doing this I forced to the relationship that would never last Every path was baracaded All trust was gone Playing stupid, as I never knew, What went wrong ( Chorus ) I have questioned my love for you, Your leaving me, Who knew I can't handle this pain, Cried for you in this rain Why won't you say Sorry, Turn around And come back home? I'm just so tired of being alone ( End of Chorus ) I hate her How many times haven't I said it? I hate the fact that she hates me And I shall never forget it Never had I ever fuck with her feelings, Let her regret it All of these years, Lost in the tears, That my letters presented I still miss her Catch myself, slittin my wrist With the glass I seperated From the last picture we flick Together is 1, Wondering what I've done to take this, Holding my pillow every night, Wishing that she'd replace it Well fuck it, It's all over and done, Feeling's are gone And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs So then my arms Are forgotten trees, Left in my shirt I love you, Shit I can't even say I remember the words Never concerning anything Having to do with her past You ruined it last We're hiding the truth in a mass, Stupid ass I'm ignoring the crap that you moaned We had out times Until today, I hope you're happy alone ( Chorus )