My mind wonders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you Cause everytime I awake I ponder on my mistakes of What I said, it is always my esteem that I sure lose Playing those stupid games as I always end up chasing you I can't help myself anymore Rehearsing my thoughts as I'm too scared to come to your door I pushed it all a side just to stand next to you But now you won't talk to me for something that i didn't do It's not gonna work And i'm trying not to think of you I'm all confused as I think of the things that I would do I'm all shook up as I get all nervous inside My emotions are something that I will always hide my ways