As I'm lying in my bed Trying to forget the things I've said I can't seem to figure out Why I can't be me or live without Feeling like the whole world is judging me Feeling like I'm not the only one When I dream at night I feel alive And I can win the fights And live for myself But when I wake up everything stops I must open up my eyes And keep it all inside They said: Time will make you change But what if I don't, what if I can't? I will try to make you laugh Or try to be like you 'cause that's the way I've found to make it through But it's not right Tell me I am not the only one When I dream at night I feel alive And I can win the fights And live for myself But when I wake up everything stops I must open up my eyes And keep it all inside Where do I belong? I feel so alone I'm watching my life passing me by I won't run and hide I don't wanna lie I wish someone would understand What if the whole world is just like me Trying to find the place where they fit in? When I dream at night I feel alive And I can win the fights And live for myself When I dream at night I feel alive And I can win the fights And live for myself But when I wake up everything stops I must open up my eyes And keep it all inside